This is why I avoid far-left groups; I might turn into a far-right winger. I don't want to be a wacko like David Horowitz, who went from being a violence-loving Trotskyite to a violence-loving "Judeo-Christian" ultra-nationalist type. This seems to be the general trend; most of the neocons were ex-far-leftists, as there's a utopianism and willingness to use violence that far-left and far-right share with each other.